Sunday, February 3, 2013

Wanting Identical Cousins

I went in for labs on Friday and found that my progesterone level was lower than they would like it to be, so I am currently using Crinone (progesterone gel) every morning until I go in for the pregnancy test on Friday. I am being very pessimistic about this round and I am not really sure why. I think it was a bad idea to take an at home pregnancy test already. I know that it is still too early to detect the hCG, but seeing "Not Pregnant" on the HPT is very disappointing nonetheless. 

I also recently found out that my sister is 8 weeks pregnant. Even though I am extremely happy for her, I am really depressed that I am not and I want it even more than I did before now. See...as long as my sister and I have wanted babies, we have wanted to be pregnant at the same time. We both want little girls so they can be best friends like my sister and I are. I am just hoping for good news on Friday and will try not to be upset if it isn't the news that we want to hear.

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